I wanted to marry you�I didn�t know what cruel things you could say. I didn�t think you could cause me this much pain. I didn�t know how you really feel and what you really think of me. I didn�t think you would force me to decide. I think I have decided wrong but I don�t know after what you said tonight. I still want to marry you. I guess that just proves what you said about me. We are too different I guess. We will never see the other�s point of view or understand what the other is thinking. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you more than anyone ever. I�m sorry I need to do something with my life�I hoped you would support me and that we could be together in the future. It�s only temporary. I don�t plan to stay here forever�maybe just till the end of the year. I guess I thought you loved me enough to make the long distance relationship last that long. I guess not. I�m sorry I put you through so much pain. I really didn�t want to hurt you ever�.I love you. I�m sorry.