I�m sorry. I didn�t want things to turn out like this. You are my best friend. I can�t imagine my life without you. Just because we can�t be together now doesn�t mean that we can�t be together in the future. I guess maybe I�m not worth waiting for. I thought you wanted to get married. I guess I don�t really mean that much if you can�t be patient and support me in my decision to stay. I�m sorry I can�t decide between you and my family. It doesn�t mean that you are not worth it. I think you need to decide what you want to do for you without involving me. I mean you don�t even know what you want to do, everything has been for me. That is very sweet and I appreciate it but right now our plans are not going to work. It doesn�t mean that we can�t be together again. We can still have Dr. Oinkenstien. I�m so so sorry. I should have never come here. I know I can�t change it now but I hope that you can see that I do care about you and I need your support in my decision. I don�t want to be without you. I�m sorry. Please don�t write me off. Please don�t delete my phone number. Please don�t burn my pictures. I�m sorry. You�re my best friend and I don�t want to lose you.