Grr�it�s happening all over again�this constant nagging frustration�I hate it�I thought I was over it�happy for once�for real�I guess it�s not possible�I mean people and funny things make me happy but in general�over all�I just don�t know�no�I am stupid�I am happy�why wouldn�t I be�I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for�and family for that matter�I�m graduating soon�I�ve got nothing to complain about�so why the f*ck should I be unhappy�no good reason�I�m just being stupid�I don�t know what the heck I�m talking about�it�s way too early in the morning�cloudy brain�ah�need sleep��.