Hey�I don�t really know what I want to say. Grr Class tonight�what if I just skipped? Would it even matter? No�I should go�I haven�t missed a class in two weeks now. I feel like I am happy but not at the same time. How does that work? Grr I don�t get it. Maybe it�s just too much all at once. Can�t wait for school to be over�but then what? More crap�same old thing� Oh jeez�it�s my own fault.
�Is a dream a lie if it don�t come true? Or is it something worse,�� � Bruce Springsteen, �The River�