I feel like there is no one to talk to. I know that�s not true�it�s more that I just can�t explain in words so that anyone can understand. I don�t know what�s going on with me. I�m freaking out right now�I need to see someone but I�m scared. Of what to tell them and of what they�ll tell me. I hope people don�t read this and think I�m crazy�cause I�m not. I really need to talk to Natalie but I feel like I�ve been bugging her so much the past couple days. Or Susan�but I can�t reach her. I�m overreacting�just relax�it�s going to be alright. I want to go to the store and buy some more Smirnoff Ice. Mmm�that would be good right now. Unfortunately�I am too tired to drive to the store now. Someone needs to come over to my place and drink the beer that is in my fridge�I don�t drink beer and I don�t want it to get old and nasty and go to waste. So if you know where I live�I don�t think I�ll post that on the internet�ha ha ha�come on over sometime and drink my beer. Tomorrow I am going to do my homework and get some crap done and hopefully find Susan. Does anyone know if there is OP this week on Wednesday�not Thursday? Crap...no one is around to talk to�everyone is away. I think I should go�I don�t know what I�m talking about anymore.

�But the girl on the car in the parking lot says: �Man, you should try to take a shot. Can�t you see my walls are crumbling?� Then she looks up at the building and says she�s thinking of jumping. She says she�s tired of life; she must be tired of something.� � Adam Duritz, Counting Crows, �Round Here�