Ok�so it�s over. I guess what I feel is relief and a little bit of sadness but mostly relief. Totally didn�t happen as I expected and I guess that�s cool�although it threw me off when I was there�but it�s cool now. He knew exactly what I was going to say and how I was going to say it and that was weird. He said he was happy I told him the truth and that he respects my decision. We�re friends and it�s cool. I�m happy.